Illyasviel Von Einzbern

2009-07-19T07:39:00.001-07:00

La la la la la I have no idea why I'm posting in this blog. O.o first person to sms me after reading this gets a free drink from me. nothing too expensive though. :D

2009-03-15T03:30:00.000-07:00

I'm going to stop blogging here, and the reason is quite simple. After service today, after the cluster cell meeting, as I was walking to the MRT station, I just sense that God told me to stop this. This pretense is killing me. Or maybe its just the wounds deep inside that no one can see. Whatever it might be manifesting, the fact that it is becoming a bad influence on my life, and I aspire to be crucified on the cross along with Jesus, to put down all of my current character and my past behind me and start a new refreshing life as a devout Christian. As much as I no longer like this blog, I'm not going to delete it as well. This will serve as a reminder of what I used to be, and perhaps a few years back I can reflect on my progress, on how I've changed, improved under the glory of God. Praise the Lord.

My new blog is http://aspirationsandrevelations.blogspot.com

2009-03-11T07:48:00.000-07:00

SOME people are really stupid. As in seriously, totally, freaking stupid.

Oh I'm SO sorry you're intellectually inferior.

2009-03-09T08:44:00.000-07:00

You disappear, into the dense mist, without a sound.

I follow your footsteps, only to get lost, in the dark, snowy night.

How is it possible, that something that has made such a resounding impact in my life, can slither away in the shadows, never to reveal itself again?

2009-03-06T06:49:00.000-08:00

And in that labyrinth of sorrow, i lost sight of you, never to emerge again as a sane man.

2009-03-06T01:10:00.001-08:00

She's gone.

2009-03-01T05:12:00.001-08:00

How stupid can some people get?

2009-03-01T04:55:00.000-08:00

I know I wasn't there. Then. When you needed me, yes. The only request you made of me, after so long, I could not help out with. Disappointed. Suffering. Pain. Rejection. I'm sure you felt it as harshly as I do right now. Being abandoned by the only one you trusted unconditionally must have been tough. You know it, and so do I. Are you unable to forgive? To forget? Why? It is not like you.

Can you believe it? I actually tried to blame you for all that has happened. Ha. Haha. I must be going crazy. So much of a physical and emotional need for you. So strong. Desperation going through my head. Things I shouldn't be thinking of just keep popping up. I truely have gone raving mad. A proper accomplishment, at last.

2009-03-01T04:51:00.000-08:00

Dreams are but dreams in the end. One can hope, but hope brings you nothing but false joy derived from nothingness. Emotions like anger, however, bring you power. The adrenaline surges through you, you feel strong, you feel mighty, and you can direct all of this energy to the one you hate. To watch them suffer. To feel the pain you felt, and still feel. Wonderful, isn't it? A lovelier thing never existed.

This moment of agony is twisting my mind. It is killing me slowly, no doubt about it. There isn't anything that I can do about it.. Is there? I've heard many stories where immense love turned into absolute dark rage and hatred. I hope I won't be one of them. I hope. But then again, didn't i just say hope was meaningless? :)

2009-02-28T05:04:00.000-08:00

Mere words unable to show my feelings.

Yet they were the means through which i used to express my love.

Now they are superficial. Fake. Unreal. (or was it surreal? D:)

Melodies of the past float around, leaving a tingling sensation I've never felt before.

Is something drastic going to happen?

2009-02-26T06:34:00.000-08:00

Attempting to cling on to false hope...

2009-02-26T01:19:00.000-08:00

Its been so long. Too long.

Yet your replies are getting shorter. Less.

Only the time span between each letter widens, nothing else.

I desperately reach for you, through various means. Yet, all is for nothing.

You weren't here, nor there. So, where? Exactly where am I to find you, my love?

Was it just a moment of fun, for you to toy with my emotions, to see how it would all end?

Is it really that entertaining, to see one's heart break, to have a soul cry out in passionate longing for you?

Is that it? It all boils down to selfishness. Greed. Malice.

I don't wish to be bothered by you anymore. I don't want to care. I don't want to love.

Yet the truth still stays. I know it, and so do you. I can't let go, until you set me free.

I am your captive, yours to torture, my pain for you to savour.

2009-02-22T07:57:00.001-08:00

this blog is now only for emo-ing purposes! if there is anything i wanna post about that isn't sad at all, it'll be posted on my facebook wall! :D

its also pretty difficult for me upload my absurdly long and retarded Chinese poems or notes without my parents noticing, so yeah, to anyone who even reads my blog on a regular basis (none T.T), please be patient! D:

2009-02-18T06:08:00.000-08:00

So, you are loved by another? Is that it? Thanks for the explanation. It helped a lot, but it hurt as well.

So, are you contented now? Nope, this is not a love triangle. I will respect your decisions, whatever they might be. No matter how it affects me.

This is not the time for me to hesitate. Am I to try and make you stay? Or should I let you go? Should I redeem my love for you? Or let someone else express their desire for you?

I'm so confused. So many thoughts spiralling around in the depths of my mind.

Why is it I cannot forget you? Why is it so hard to let go? Why is it the memories just keep coming back?

Whatever used to make me feel warm and fuzzy inside now only serves to wound me deeper, to strike out at my feelings and emotions for you. What is this weird feeling? Could it be... jealousy? I certainly hope not. I cannot help but think that if I never met you, maybe my life would have been so much better. I would have studied a lot harder instead of trying to please you all the time. I would have spent a lot more time with my close friends in school. But, was it really a waste of time? Perhaps.

Sometimes, I want you so badly. So, so badly. Could it be attributed to sinful desire? Lust? I think not. But I really just wanted you by my side. The knowledge of you supporting me is what gives me strength. Your presence used to give me courage and will to face any challenges. But what now? Without, I feel as if I am empty. There is nothing left. No emotions at all.

It is impossible to keep up this facade, this false appearance that I am putting up. I am breaking down. Slowly, bit by bit, I shatter. I will not last much longer.

Why don't you end my agony while you're at it, going out with him? Just reject me? Why talk to me when you have him? Why?

Are you also going through what I am going through? We've known each other for so long, yet it was always you who understood me, not the other way round. Now that I think back, I have never had the slightest idea about how you felt most of the time. It was always you who comforted me when I feel down, you who praised me when I did well, you, the strong pillar of support I depend on so much now that you're gone, I am weak, without a backbone. I am useless, unable to function properly, unable to rationalize, unable to think of anything but you and those sweet days that are long past.

Is it my pain that intrigues you? That urges you to keep this crumbling relationship? Do you derive pleasure from my plight? I pray it isn't. But as the saying goes, appearances are deceiving. You, who is so flawless in your character, perfect in your studies, beautiful beyond comparison. Could it really be that you are a devil at heart?

The thought itself has never crossed my head until now. I want to throw it out of my head, for it tarnishes all I want to remember of you. Even now, I can't believe I want to defend you from my own conscience, logic and common sense. What exactly is it about you that makes you so precious about me?

Do you understand me anymore?

2009-02-17T05:29:00.000-08:00

自从没有了你，
我的生命
失去了所有的意义。
没有了你宽容的爱，
我无法孤独一个人生活下去。
我承认，我无用，
我唯一的希望，
就是你能够一辈子都感到信服和高兴。

但是。

每当我看到我们以前拍过的照片，
你可爱的笑容和表情，
使我们在一起时美好的回忆，
在我的脑海里一个个渐渐地浮现出来。

才不到一阵子前，
这些大大小小的事件
还含着了这么多的快乐，
让我心中感到无比的温暖。
然而，现在，
他们为什么只能带来悲哀和失望？

假如你还记得我，
就算你对我感到伤心、愤怒、失望，
就算你想拒绝我、痛打我一顿、要谋杀我，
我一切也不关。
就算你从此永远也不理睬我，
我也完全不介意。
我肯定会尊敬你本身的选择。
我们在一起的几年来，
我从来都没有做过什么威逼你的事情。

但是你这么做，
这种可恶于令人担忧的安静，
虚弱的我没有办法接受。
不中用的我，没有这种能耐，没有这种力量。

我始总无法相信，
我连想都没有想象过，
我们之间的关系
竟然会有这么的一天。
我们在一起做过了这么多愚笨却令人怀念的事情，
我们两人的感情是多么的坚强，
难道这一切对你来说都不是值得记得的吗？

才经过了短短的几个月，
你就忘记了所有的一切么？
你就这么的残酷无情吗？
不可能。
我不停地告诉自己这是不可能的。
我们之间肯定有了什么误会。
我知道的你，
绝对不会做出这种深害人心的事情。

在我的心中，
没有任何人比得上你。
你的品德、
你的修养、
你的性格
在我的眼中都是完美的。
无论你做错了什么，
就算全国，全世界的人
都嫌弃你，认为你是败类，
我也会照样容纳你，
陪着你担保这个沉重的负担。

难道你还是无法了解我的心情吗？
但是那是其次，
我根本也没有要你了解我的这个要求。
只要你回答我，
说一声“再见”
我就满足了。

如果要走，请你记得我。
如果难过，请你忘了我。

2009-02-16T04:51:00.000-08:00

When I think about perfection, I think of you.

When I think about flaws, I think of you.

When I think about being hardworking, I think of you.

When I think about slacking, I think of you.

When I think about friendship, I think of you.

When I think about broken relationships, I think of you.

When I think about love, I think of you.

When I think about hate, I think of you.

When I think about happiness, I think of you.

When I think about sadness, I think of you.

I think about you all the time. Can't you see that? You are the one and only perfect person in my eyes. For you I would do anything, anything at all. Why can't you just appreciate the fact? Even just acknowledging the bare fact that I exist, it would be more than enough. This unearthly silence is killing me. I cannot stop worrying. I cannot stop thinking about all the possible things that could have happened to you. Please. Just... talk to me...

2009-02-15T05:21:00.001-08:00

I'm not over it, but I'm trying to change for the better. Maybe if you tried to stop ignoring me things would get slightly better. Even rejection is fine. But this, this terrible awkward silence I cannot endure much longer. My sanity is at stake. Please, just answer my desperate pleas for you.

2009-02-14T06:51:00.001-08:00

This cannot be. Doubting your love, your existence. Alien thoughts foreign to my mind. Yet it seems so realistic it could be true. Reciprocate my love, I beg you, even if it were to be false. Maybe I could just gather some comfort from there. I'm desperately in need and want of it. Is it too much to ask for?

2009-02-14T05:23:00.000-08:00

So this is how it ends? Is this it? Is there no turning back? No way at all to restore everything back to how it was at the start? Why do you do this to me now, now of all times?

Are you not able to even spare me a thought anymore? Is your new life all you can think about? I understand that you want to throw everything of the past behind, but this... this is just plain heartless.

I never felt the existence of cruelty when I was near you. Even when I think of you, all that touches me is warmth, happiness, joy. But... what is it that I feel now? Is it apprehension? Is it fear?

Are you to disappear like this, without a word, without a trace? Could you not at the least provide an explanation of some sort? Maybe I did something terribly wrong? Something irrevocable?

Somehow I cannot help but feel lost and hurt. You came when I was in need of comfort, but you leave me now, when all I need is you.

2009-02-13T03:50:00.000-08:00

Your unforgettable expressions
Your childish thoughts
Your innocent face

Even when I close my eyes, I still want to see you.

2009-02-12T01:45:00.000-08:00

Daisuki dakara zutto
Nannimo shinpai iranaiwa
My Darling, Stay Gold
Mujakini waratte kudasaina
Itsumademo...

Anata no hitomi no oku ni hisomu shounenn
Watashi no honnou kusugutte yamanai
Aah douka sonomama
Good Luck

Kanashii koto ha kitto
Konosakinimo ippai aruwa
My Darling, Stay Gold
Kizutsuku koto mo daijidakara

Daisuki dakara zutto
Nannimo shinpai iranaiwa
My Darling, Stay Gold
Mujakini waratte kudasaina
Itsumademo...

Shuushoku mo kimatte
Asondebakari irarenaine
Otona no joushiki ya chie mi ni tsukeru no mo ii
Aah Kyou ha konomama
Good Night

Kawariyuku no ga
Hito no kokoro no tsune dato iimasuga
Ne daarin Your Soul
Yasashiku kagayaki tsuzukeruwa

Daisuki dakara zutto
Nannimo shinpai iranaiwa
My Darling, Stay Gold
Mujakini waratte kudasaina
Itsumademo...

Daisuki dakara zutto
Nannimo shinpai iranaiwa
My Darling, Stay Gold
Mujakini waratte iraretara
Itsunohimo...

~Stay Gold, Utada Hikaru

An empty heart, broken. I cry, for all i have lost, for all that will never be.

2009-02-11T06:18:00.000-08:00

yet another failure...

when will this torment end?

2009-02-10T04:54:00.000-08:00

A young, frail-bodied boy wanders down the alley, lost, confused, hurt. He has nowhere to go. He has no one to turn to. He doesn't know who is going to provide his next meal. All he can do is hope. And yet hope itself is such a fragile thing, don't you know? It can be something that can rally the hearts of billions of people to a cause, and it can also be that something that breaks your heart.

What is the point in holding on to the disappearing memories desperately now, only to have them gone later? Is there a need to forget? Is there a want to forget? Is there? Is there?

So what if I can remember her face? Its only for now, isn't it? So what if I can remember the time we spent together alone? It hurts so bad sometimes. Sore. Angst. Despair? Perhaps.

If I could go back in time, would I want to meet her? I really don't know, I just don't. Why would I want something that only brings up sadness in my mind, doubt that clouds my thoughts, memories that suppress everything until I become empty. But... I know I will. I would do it again, even if the outcome will still be the same. Life is worth living for the things or the people you hold dear to your heart, and, she will be one of these people. If I could do it all again, I won't change anything, nothing at all. Just meeting her itself was worth it, and the memories to preserve her in my mind, I should be contented with them.

Now that I think of it, is there a purpose in being sad about this? The only reason I know her so well out of so many others is her kindness. If she never helped me then, who know who I'd be now? Encouragement, they say, is really important. Sometimes, just a simple 'Thank You' at the right moment can improve your relationship with someone by leaps and bounds.

I know she wouldn't want me to be sad, and I wouldn't want her to feel the way I do. Its just not fair, her being so much stronger in character, heart and mind. How is it that one stays optimistic through these kind of troubles? Yet she was never who falters, she was always the stronger one of the two, encouraging, cheering up the other.

Why is it that I cannot think of her and be happy? She has done so much for me, changed the foundation of my attitude towards things, helped me become a better person. Is it something that I should be ashamed of? Sad of? Angry of?

I wish I could see her again, perhaps for a minute, maybe an hour, as long as possible. Her reassuring voice, her gentle smile, the memories and scenes come back as clear as if they happened yesterday. Yet I am scared, so fearful, that she'll be gone one day, from my mind, forever than ever. Is this obsession? Is this what I should be worrying about in such a time? Probably not.

Maybe some things just aren't meant to be.

2009-02-08T02:42:00.000-08:00

Na na
Na na na na na

I miss you
Miss you so bad
I don't forget you
Oh it's so sad

I hope you can hear me
I remember it clearly

[Chorus]
The day you slipped away
Was the day i found
It won't be the same
Oh

Na na
Na na na na na

I didn't get around to kiss you
Goodbye on the hand
I wish that I could see you again
I know that I can't ooooooooooooh
I hope you can hear me
Cause I remember it clearly

[Chorus]

[Bridge]

I've had my wake up
Won't you wake up
I keep asking why
And I can't take it
It wasn't fake it
It happened you passed by

Now you're gone
Now you're gone
There you go
There you go
Somewhere I can't bring you back
Now you're gone
Now you're gone
There you go
There you go
Somewhere you're not coming back

[Chorus]X2

Na na
Na na na na na

I miss you

2009-02-06T07:04:00.000-08:00

The 'car' was moved to that location a turn ago. I can't believe I actually didn't notice the absolutely retarded postition the 'car' is in. Like seriously, damn fail already. >.<

But i guess its okay. My opponent realises his mistake immediately and employs operation 'epic fail', moving his 'car' one block down. I wonder whats going to happen. O.o

>
Now you see it, now you don't!

2009-02-06T06:53:00.000-08:00

You were deafened.

"At last, you could hear."

You were broken.

"You were whole."

You were blinded.

"And at last, you saw."

2009-02-02T23:47:00.000-08:00

Violence in the classroom! O.o

Epic fail sign

2009-01-27T01:52:00.000-08:00

CNY is boring D:

2009-01-22T06:44:00.000-08:00

mee siam mai tak, mai tak mai tak mai tak.

2009-01-20T06:07:00.001-08:00

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

2009-01-20T03:12:00.000-08:00

Was ill last friday and yesterday, which means i didn't go to school for four days straight. I made good use of my time, like finishing an entire anime series called Kekkaishi and sneaking in a few rounds of DotA here and there :D

Not all the time was devoted to play though, had to study for Maths topical assessment (though i'm pretty sure i'm gonna get full marks for it after doing it today), study what the teacher went through during the bio lessons i missed.

Life kinda sucks, considering i epic fail at subjects which most ppl in my school love. Subjects like chem and maths. =.= and i don't take physics, which is supposedly heretical or something... Was trying to complete the chem differentiated assignment myself, some kind of revision of the topics last year, couldn't even do 20% of it. At least there are people willing to help me with it .__.

Ketsu, Metsu, Tenketsu! :)

2009-01-11T06:26:00.000-08:00

school is quite okay i guess, though i'd rather have a lot of other teachers. Like Mrs Rosie Smith for Lit and Mr Jason Tan for chem. Not that the teachers i have are in any way lousy or anything, but still... Mrs Smith and Mr Tan are really really very very good teachers. O.o amazingly my CLE teacher, Mr Tan Weng Seng, who teaches physics, appears to be very street smart and intellectual, though i haven't seen him teach physics before. (i don't take physics =.=)

my bro just went off for NS, so its kinda boring at home, which explains a lot about why i'm posting here. i keep telling myself not to play computer games, but i still played one hour on saturday, which is epic fail :(

Koutetsu Sangokushi or something is the new anime i'm addicted to. Or at least kind of. Its loosely based on San Guo Yan Yi and the characters are all pretty OOC. Why Zhu Ge Liang can summon thunderstorms never fails to amaze me. A bit too powerful right. Most other characters have realistic powers but once they attain something called "the light of the Shining Star" they become some super zomgbbqhaxorpwnage unstoppable warriors. So so freaking stupid. But i like stupid anime :)

2009-01-04T02:56:00.000-08:00

Plagued by troubles once again.

But I shall not give in. Perservere. Endure. Ta han. o.O

2008-12-20T19:28:00.000-08:00

since i like k-pop a lot, i decided to download the videos from youtube and convert them into songs then put in my phone. supposed to be simple =.=

i downloaded the videos, but i have no idea why all the free converters are so screwed. some don't let you convert, some only convert 20%, some only convert 50%, some only convert 10%, some say the video no audio files, none say can convert. damn pissing.

so finally, i managed to convert all to mp4 format. i thought my phone could play it since i could play some other mp4 songs, but apparently they are two different mp4 formats. =.=

and now when i finally managed to convert all to mp3, which definitely should and MUST work, i can't delete the mp4 songs in my phone card so i can't put in the new mp3 songs. Great Success!

2008-12-14T05:20:00.001-08:00

happy memories making me sad.

it is not easy to forget.

2008-12-11T05:35:00.001-08:00

not that sad anymore

chainsawed too many people in Gears of War 2 already. :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

he he he.

2008-12-10T05:03:00.000-08:00

bought my school books today. bleh.

i still miss them :P

only thing i'm looking forward to right now is friday.

oh yes, and damn the chinese department. seriously. so much freaking homework. not that i don't understand their stand. but it really is a bit too much, even with o levels and crap.

2008-12-09T06:11:00.001-08:00

Haru Haru

2008-12-09T05:52:00.000-08:00

I'm changing.

2008-12-07T04:35:00.001-08:00

i think its time to change my blog skin. bleh...

i'm not emo.

bleh

=.=

2008-12-06T04:06:00.001-08:00

i bleh at saddedness.

bleh.

2008-12-05T03:40:00.000-08:00

i have been unable to contact so many of my vietnamese for just a few days, but to me it seems to be a very long time.

i feel lonely and neglected.

bleh.

2008-12-04T05:30:00.000-08:00

i think less about her now.

is this supposed to be a good thing?

2008-12-02T21:42:00.000-08:00

whenever i'm not occupied she pops up in my mind.

she appears in my dreams.

this is really stupid.

shit.

obsession is not a good thing is it?

if only things weren't the way they are. haha.

2008-11-29T07:45:00.000-08:00

hm.

i know this sounds heartless.

but all that remains is a bittersweet feeling.

the girl turned out to be stronger than me in the end. haha.

2008-11-29T07:19:00.000-08:00

haha.

my first love.

and my first break-up.

yay.

fuck.

it really hurts.

T.T

2008-11-29T05:12:00.001-08:00

boo hoo hoo...

like sheng yang likes to say

SAD FACE

2008-11-28T18:31:00.001-08:00

one i look at the gifts i received from my vietnamese friends i emo.

i know i should get over it and live life as it is.

but i don't want to

i don't ever want to forget them.

maybe i should remember them and be happy at the same time.

but how do i do that?

its the memories that makes everything so much more emo.

woo hoo

2008-11-27T07:12:00.000-08:00

its been three long days... having red cross camp straight after hanOIp isn't that appealing. really tired and stuff, camp wasn't all that eventful for me either...

what i really miss the most is my vietnamese friends still. its been such a long time since i've seen them... three freaking days...

i wish i could go back in time and see them

zzz.

all i have left of them is photographs. grr. sianz

2008-11-24T02:20:00.000-08:00

I'm sure most of you who visit my blog (none on a regular basis though) would know that I have went for an overseas immersion programme in Hanoi. It was, to sum up in one sentence, the best learning journey i have ever went through. The friendships i have forged, the memories i have, i will keep forever.

I wrote a bit of reflections on some days, thought i would just post them. O.o

Day 2

\An unexpectyed break. Just met like a few hundred students. Kinda realised most of them were just like us, just friendlier. It seems as though we Singaporeans aren't much better then them. Perhaps they're just putting up a front, but we'll see at the end of the trip.

The classroom atmostphere here in NTT is really great, way better than RI. Most of the teachers seem real close with their students, something i have never seen since my primary school years (4-6) in catholic high school. Lively joyful, somewhat rowdy, but I'm sure they enjoy school life a lot more than me.

Made some new friends, David, Ahamed, yan Xun. And a lot more. I really hope my group becomes a lot closer after the entire experience. I'm barely on talking terms with about half the group, which sucks. So bad.

Need to go for lunch soon, at approximately 11.30. Speaking of lunch, breakfast sucked. Its not about the quality or hygience. Its just me. i really hate the food here. Chicken noodles, pork ribs with rice, they sound nice but taste weird. There is some herb thingy they use in almost every dish. And i hate that herb. I miss the food in Singapore more than I miss my family! Macdonalds where are you !!!1!!! T.T Rawr...

-entry 2-
As we discuss about performances, we come to the realisation we haven't prepared enough for them. We can't do the para para because its too informal forthe anniversary and we wanna keep the HSM dance for the ending. Gtg now. Woohoo!

Day 3, 12/11

I'm ill! Made Minh do so much for me. Buy medicine. I wanna cry... (I already am.)

T.T stupid flu.

Day 4

Not everyone takes part actively >.<

We're still quite productive though. All, or at least most of us, managed to "master" the HSM dance. However there is still a lot of things I an improve on as an individual and we can improve on as a group. For our group, the leaders aren't leading and the followers aren't follwoing. It is always the few recognised but not assigned who take charge. we also have some 'ego' people like *censored*. Slackers are present as well. We really need everyone to contribute. to be enthusiastic and reach out more. I find myself a mix, taking on different roles at different times. I also need to control my newly discovered want to be in the spotlight, which fucking sucks. =( i hate being a negative influence on my team.

Day 5, 14/11

Feeling like shit.

Great start to the day though. The SOS village trip was a really big eye oepner. Their model (SOS children/mother/house/community), the dedication of the devoted people, especially the SOS mothers

GAH I'LL POST AGAIN AFTER CAMP! THIS IS SO MOTHER LONG!

WARGH!!!

2008-11-09T20:55:00.000-08:00

going for oip. and sorry about forgetting about my blog. lolz. xD will be back on the 24th. sa-yo-na-raaaaaaaa!

woo hoo!

2008-10-28T01:32:00.001-07:00

maths 2.0,3.2
ss 2.8
lit 2.8
history 2.8

epic fail

bloodseeker

2008-10-25T04:51:00.001-07:00

beyond godlike in 2 games.

vlads sny treads rad buriza ac

whee!

2008-10-24T04:17:00.001-07:00

whee... two hour early dismissal from oip training! xD but it could have been 4 hours if the teacher didn't drag us back on purpose. and it was only for my group :D cos we saved so much time. super efficient and sexy. finished a 1 hour activity below 5 minutes. wahahahahahaaaaaaaaa

oip

2008-10-23T04:06:00.000-07:00

well, overseas immersion programme. trainings are not fun at all. totally retarded.

opening address was boring. senior deputy headmaster obviously did not prepare much for it. so much stumbling and mumbling from someone i thought was a great speaker. zzz. definitely not what i expected.

what was next, hm, yes, the retarded presentations by funny people. too funny for me. "MASTER BEDroom" and various other, retarded, for lack of a better word, things.

then they gave us a 45 minutes break because they were far ahead of schedule (typical of the school management, we really have to forgive them!). oh yes, did i mention the prank call to wen jun? chang cheng said yi kang broke his leg by falling off the stage in the lecture theatre (there isn't a stage there, which wen jun sadly failed to realise until later on). yi kang said benjo broke his leg. benjo said i broke my leg. i said i broke my leg. and chang cheng summed it off by saying we all fell down together because we were holding hands while going up. and of course after came the typical icebreakers where i took the biggest hello kitty i've ever seen and stuck it on some guy's face. ha. that was probably the only enjoyable part of the day.

to end of the activities, they wasted 1 hour, which was supposed to be spent teaching us the culture and environment of vietnam, on letting us make social trees of singapore and vietnam based completely on our prior knowledge. and there, nothing else done. a bunch of epic fails.

the day sucked too. dota sucked so bad. my team 4 feeders. things really couldn't get worst. grrrr... i feel really down.

rawr

2008-10-22T05:34:00.001-07:00

examinations over. still can't play a lot. like zzz.

waaaaaaaaaaargh

wheeeeeeeeeee

2008-10-17T06:20:00.001-07:00

expecting an average mark for history. lol. and kai tsi poured a freaking lot of tea on his pants. xD

blah

2008-10-15T02:56:00.000-07:00

quite confident about the chinese paper, seemed relatively easy to me... chemistry confirm fail

1st day of EOYs

2008-10-10T00:56:00.001-07:00

English and Social Studies today. English is relatively fine, Social Studies i confirm fail already, just like chemistry. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

waka

2008-10-08T08:36:00.000-07:00

whee

no more lengthy posts. really need to study. will post more often after EoYs. my results really suck as they are right now and i need this opportunity to pull them back up (if possible).

whee
whee

t

2008-10-05T05:59:00.000-07:00

today was stupid. so stupid. just mug. and mug and mug and mug like lmao shit. piano lesson, 1 round of dota and more lmao mugging. haiz. axo leggings, muzio clementi, guinsoo, VNTR. They just don't mix well together. zz.

dota:
akasha rotundjere harbinger and undying on scourge. all int team. its a miracle we won. considering i afk-ed for 15 minutes, BoT Vlad Shiva Mystic staff voidstone dagon 1 was quite good for my own standard :D

wasabikakakakaka

2008-10-03T20:23:00.000-07:00

Magic the Gathering ftw

RE congress ftw

Bio notes ftw

wakabu

2008-10-02T08:12:00.000-07:00

new macdonald's burger thingy has some wasabi sauce. one look at the advertisement and i know its noob. seems disgusting too. eek.

today was relatively uneventful. Chemistry was fun despite me being absolutely useless at it coz the teacher (Mr Jason Tan) was very nice =D English was too slack... like people all stoning and not doing work but teacher nvr take action =X Chinese was teh diaoz... teacher made some random evil laughter while walking from the middle of the class to the teacher's table... damn freaking spooky T.T like the kind of laugh you expect from horror movies and stuff. Went through coord geom for maths, quite ok at it lah :) History was free period, which totally suxxors. With EoYs coming up, i really need all the revision i can get, and teachers not turning up for classes is just not very nice right now...

Went kai tsi's house in the afternoon, mugged some maths and went to www.fantasticcontraption.com which is some physics game thingy. go try it! :D

tmr re congress, hope it'll be meaningful =.= it nvr is...

zzz

2008-10-01T08:16:00.001-07:00

my teeth hurt like shit... the gums too... started today and i don't know why... i regret not brushing my teeth regularly T.T

lolz

2008-10-01T06:50:00.000-07:00

well its hari raya, so sch holiday. chiong re project and mug and play. used tiny, quite fun but shan't elaborate. played shaiya, 8 ppl party chiong dungeons, damn cool =D

thats about it for today i guess o.O quick update ftw

nice day

2008-09-30T08:23:00.001-07:00

first time slot free period, went to library to mug maths and read books :)
second time slot geog module, so boring xD i went to bloomsburg online.
assembly was... controversial and not all that relevant yet to most of the people i know.

went kai tsi's house, mugged even more maths before playing some physics game =DDD freaking fun.. must get the website from him, fantastic(blah thing).com or something...

oh yeah, talking about bloomsberg, campbell soup co. was the only company whose stocks value increased. =DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

continue reading at your own risk. i know a lot of you don't like to read about dota. don't like don't read. its simple =.= dun come telling me what to post on MY blog. MINE!! RAAAAAAAAAWR!

dota was fuuuuuuuuuuuuun. both sides all friends. 4v4. i got goooooooooodlike! 12 kills 1 death 3 assist. 41 minutes game (we dragged on purpose hehe)

Sentinel:
broodmother (brandon), centaur warchief (ben), visage (dom), luna (shao :D)

against

Scourge:
tinker (mervyn), omniknight (marie), venomancer (wen jun), naga siren (chang cheng)

Early game laning:
Luna against Naga on top
Broodmother against Tinker on mid
Centaur Warchief and visage against Venomancer and Omniknight on bot
Only my lane was winning, the rest died kinda too much for my liking early game but oh well my lane was way too easy =D

My final items were Boots of Travel, Satanic, Butterfly and Lothar's Edge. And 1 Aegis which died-ed after i fountain dived for the pure fun of it. =D Almost killed veno in fountain lolz but he daggered me.. rawr...

Lots of funny stuff happened that match. 4 heroes chasing centaur. Red health omniknight runs beside centaur, trying to heal himself while dealing damage. Centaur turns around and double edges. Centaur kills omniknight and dies at the same time, denying the scourge the chance to kill him. Omniknight tried to repel himself but repeled broodmother instead. venomancer got pwnzored then. My kills were all very nice =D either imba one shot ks or chase and shoot =DDDDDDDDD lothars bbqhaxorpwnzor.

basically broodmother was already owning by himself and when i came out from neutral, it was gg for the scourge. naga couldn't farm coz of early game, tinker played very well early game but lost effectiveness around mid to end game. venomancer was feeder? and omniknight just couldn't farm for coconuts =(

all in all, it was a great game (for me). :D

zomg i sound so immature. well maybe i am >.<

to whoever it may concern, good luck for the coming EoYs!

and (mas) selamat hari raya! :)

boo

2008-09-29T02:27:00.000-07:00

boo!

school today was relatively fun =D free period for the first lesson, biology totally slackzor, history also super slack since my group already finished the report (i.e. early dismissal), only literature was fun (chocolate biscuits for the win :D)

owned

2008-09-28T08:40:00.000-07:00

addicted to a MMORPG called Shaiya. Haiz i'm a failure.

i find myself waiting for my parents to go and sleep so i can play and play and play. T.T so epic fail.

it is moments like these that i feel genuinely sad and fighting a losing battle against myself. wtv. like i didn't know anyway =.=

poof!

2008-09-28T08:00:00.000-07:00

today was teh whee. piano lesson ftw nice teacher =) mug a bit of maths and chem, shld be starting on bio soon. met joel at simei mrt to get my oip form. went for a haircut by some chinese barber whom i swear could have cut off my head, considering the pain. well its normal life =D looking forward to the last two days of DMP. must treasure them. EoYs coming up! must. mug. more.

wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeepy...

well dota is important to me too >.< so yup read at ur own risk

dota updates: 3v3 dota

scourge: geomancer (zhe yi) + puck (me!) + rikimaru (my brother)
against
sentinel: silencer (zhan xiong) + ezalor (shang hsuen) + axe (marcus)

whee it was quite intense since they were winning at the start but geomancer and riki are just too pwnzor ownage bbqhaxor whee! only managed to farm hex orchid vanguard BoT... not bad liao lah... axe blink call ulti = gg so i bought vanguard =O

riki started owning quite early though. zhe yi geomancer CS lower than my puck's, so fail :D both two hundred plus, about 30 creeps diff. zhe yi kept trying to suan my bro who was owning, or rather suan the guy for getting killed by a "noob". rofl lmao.

wakakakaka!

2008-09-27T07:28:00.000-07:00

today quite normal mm. Geography module some outing to a cemetery, actually was rather fun =) lots of stories waiting to be uncovered and the trails were kinda like the OBS kind. Took some pictures but can't really be bothered to post them though lolz.

went home, mug chem, potassium = K+ -.- whee

ah, the wonders of life. so wonderful...

anyway, going Hanoi for OIP! =DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD going to a new country! I went china malaysia and thailand b4 so didn't rili wanna go those places (especially thailand with the samak thingy and stuff o.O). whats more is i'm going with 4 other former classmates so yup i'm sure it'll be far more enjoyable than the retarded EOYs coming up soon. Muggagagagagaga foooooooooooooo!

:(

2008-09-26T05:16:00.000-07:00

whee... had diarrhoea today so didn't go school, stayed at home mug some chem lolz. damn pissed right now actually, my brother started playing dota 50 minutes before and ended about 40 minutes after i played. But i got scolded about playing while he didn't. my mum is being such a pain, picking on everything i do. and i'm supposed to smile when she scolds me. that makes sooooo much sense. woo.

boo wakakakakaka

2008-09-25T04:06:00.000-07:00

saw this really cute and young couple of toddlers today after alighting at the bus stop. wanted to take a picture of them on the bridge but failed =( i think the boy got suspicious cos he looked at me in a weird way O.o but serious the way they held hands and walked, damn freaking cute lor >.<

Hm...

2008-09-24T23:40:00.000-07:00

Mugging at Joel's house now lolz. Its a great environment for mugging cos his parents won't let him or me play any computer games (not that my parents let me, but still...). Anyway good luck to everyone for exams =D

Lit and hist module quite teh boring, always presentation or computer games or listen to teacher drone on and on. Not that i don't enjoy it being mundane of course. Far better than having people trying to draw on you and retards shooting paper bullets at me =(

Nick going out with two girls for mugging, a despo Benjamin follows along. Will be asking him tomorrow about it, yes yes :)

.op

2008-09-24T02:52:00.001-07:00

History dmp was boring... Rise of Nation suxxor =( Lit dmp was normal. It always is. Geog module even more boring than history... CLE was teh diaoz.

But school life really isn't that important. Rawr. Kept having smokers sit near to me then i keep smelling them on the bus. Freaking freaking irritating. One after another. 3 in total. I fell asleep halfway then woke up at Changi. And YES XIN YAN CHANGI IS EVEN FURTHER THAN MY HOUSE. Wasted about 40 minutes more than i should have taken to go home. Sianz. So here i am now =)

ZzzZzzZzzz

2008-09-23T04:42:00.000-07:00

haiz haiz haiz chinese dmp so stupid. some female singer invited to sing and teach us some stuff. supposed to sing the new type of chinese songs. turned up the retard students all told her to sing oldies. almost fell asleep =( also needed to come up with lyrics for a song... at least i finished that today with Jian Wei.

Bio was freaking retarded. Mainly because Shu Qiao in the same class. First use pencil draw here draw there. Later proceeded to use pen. Used marker in the end. My hand and paper and BAG got OWNED by the RETARD. I mean, which idiot draws on your bag with a !@(*&!#$^@%*( marker! zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

Went home, slack a bit, slack even more, mug a bit. Feel like sleeping now. >.<

=)

2008-09-22T00:21:00.000-07:00

yay DotA so fun. But i feel so guilty playing today... Visage... dunno how to use the revenant as wards >.< must go find guides or something... Int treads vlad stygian heart =( not that good but not too bad either i guess. We won by one lucky push where riki got pwned by hex, naix slow ppl i slow him even more, mirana crying after getting doomed and lots of funny stuff. Really amazing, that push. Straight win wooo! =D

As for my own life, its fine so far lolz. Benjamin was helping me with chem and bio during my free first period, so lots of thanks to him ^^. Lit was normal, as usual, blah blah. Found out Hadi was slacking at NS while i was going home =) so cool didn't know there was time to slack during NS. Well thats all for now! Off to mugging!

I kinda realised different posts attract different people to tag. o.O

DotA

2008-09-21T04:53:00.001-07:00

yay puck beyond godlike

vanguard
heart
intel power treads
orchid
dagon

and

5k

woots =D so fun

special mention to zhe yi. qop 28 assist! very nice!

=(

2008-09-20T19:21:00.000-07:00

WHOOPS!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOEL!!! :'( I thought was clive...

dota match yesterday so stupid. 2 kills. 4 deaths. 17 assists. Used Rexxar. Whole sentinel friends. Zhe Yi super ks-er =(. Me vs geomancer. I hit until the main geo red health. ZY came and astraled the main geo. =.= almost died as a result. Dun save me go save geo. RAWR!!! The enemy imba maphack. I solo roshan halfway, crystal maiden + dark seer (godlike already. dunno who feed ah. who ah?) stood on the slope 8'00 clock from RS. DS cast sphere and speed thingy before running in. well i obviously died. Those two friends ah, maphack like siao. The conversation after my death at RS as such was:

shao: um, can i ask a question?
shao: ds, why u turn on speed and ion shell before going roshan ah?
CM: Shut up.
CM: Why u talk so much?
shao: you could at least assert my fears of u two maphacking?

no reply from both. retards. All my deaths came from being at NC and getting ganged by gay ds who ALWAYS knows where i am. Anyway... 17 assist. sianz game. I beat zx to assist though =D

wheeee

2008-09-20T03:28:00.000-07:00

today nvr go clive's house for his birthday... sianzzz.. still, happy birthday clive ^^

Sad =(

2008-09-19T04:24:00.000-07:00

Bao Ju just left Singapore to America in the pursuit of a better future today, at about 9 am. Feel damn shitty. Didn't pon school to send him off at the airport. Parents definitely won't allow and i would have failed bio module due to attendance. Still, shit. I totally regret my course of actions now.I know I wasn't his best friend, but still this loss still sorely hurts me. Seeing his farewell sms almost made me cried and made me very sad. (during Bio DMP with the teacher sitting right behind you somethings are impossible o.O). Went to toilet to call him about five minutes later but he didn't pick up, probably left already... Haiz... i really really wish him all the best in whatever he does for the rest of his life. Hopefully this isn't the last time i'm going to see him. False hope for the win...

b.

2008-09-18T06:47:00.000-07:00

t'was a nice day til my parents ****ed it up.

wheeeeee

2008-09-18T02:52:00.000-07:00

remember what i said about posting from other ppl house? well i'm at kai tsi's grandma's new house in kembangan now! =D whee. RE report due tomorrow >.< with so much stuff to edit... and Mr Khoo only told me today =(

My actual post for today

2008-09-17T06:45:00.001-07:00

history dmp played a bit of SPORE and completed the cell stage =D its a really interesting game but i'm not going to buy it. Diablo 3 for the win! Free period follow Daryl around... he called pei yi to come and haunt me T.T lit dmp was alright i guess. Daryl (again :@) left my textbook in class and i didn't hear him tell me it was there until far too late. Couldn't go with the rest to RJC due to lack of time. GRR!

Went li yu's house after school. Hm... GTA-SA was fun. Even more fun with cheats. Full health. Unlimited ammo + no reload. All weapons unlocked. Racing car. Quad Bike. Helicopter. Fighter plane. Homies. =D so cool. Dinner was chicken rice =D with fruits (i didn't get any. not that i wanted too anyway) and chocolate cake whee! Mugged a bit of maths ok.. shut up!

If you have the time, do read the few post below. videos and photos of... stuff. self explanatory o.O

Videos

2008-09-17T06:40:00.000-07:00

Ebil li yu stepping on poor fellow

Trying and failing at indian head shaking thingymajingy

crazy li yu reading jap. the guy taking the video dieded from the frightening experience.

More photos =.=

2008-09-17T06:18:00.000-07:00

my beautiful chocolate cake =) courtesy of li yu's mum
LI YU TRIED TO STEAL MY PEAR WHEN I HAVEN'T EVEN EATEN A SINGLE PIECE FROM THE PLATE RAWR!!!
li yu caught in action of stealing food!
Li Yu and the taxi driver trying to kill him both got owned by the police! =D
Call the SPCA!!! Li Yu hung a dog on the MRT!!! (note the evil sadistic marken smiling at the camera --> evil mastermind)
Joel trying to suan me about how pro he stuck the piece of paper to the vanguard sheet when something sad happened. hehe.
Deodatus being stoned. :)
Sneaky You Sheng... I wonder what he's trying to do...
FACE!?!?
Sad John being abused by sadistic shao tong =DDDDDDD

Photos =D

2008-09-17T06:07:00.000-07:00

Kai Tsi the Shao Lin Monk training his Reverse Swallow Slash!!! Oooooooo!
Its either corn ice cream or ice cream cone >.<
Jing Jing the PANDA BEAR XD
Good afternoon!

a

2008-09-16T06:48:00.000-07:00

Hm... something I heard... shan't tell you from where. Quite funny i guess. And its a real life event. Which makes it even funnier =D Kinda crude though, continue at your own risk.

It was assembly time. The whole school gathered at the hall. All was silent as the speaker walked up to the podium. It was the day where the good deed awards would be given out to students... who do good deeds and boast about them so much the school hears of it (ok jk jk those ppl quite nice lah). Then the speaker said. Good. D*ck. Award. The school burst into laughter. The principal walked off stage and refused to give the prizes. All the daring people were saying it loudly during the rest of assembly. "Hey there, you got a good ****!" xD I bet the people who were supposed to receive the award felt very sad. Aw...

Anyway I completed watching all the D. Gray Man episodes that are out so far, read a bit further on onemanga, and watched some Naruto Shippuden =D Great day.

Hm.

2008-09-16T01:16:00.000-07:00

Ok. I have decided to stick to this blog skin for now! =D But that really isn't the point. Today ok ok lah.

First period was Chinese Song Appreciation and Writing. I mean seriously, with Ms Chew around the discipline standard is as short as sheng yang O.o The worst part was listening to all the oldies... again and again and again. And she mentioned today we need to write and SING a song. Like zzz. Retarded. Wasn't in the module description. Idiots... Grrrrrrr!!!

Second period was... um... Geog. The Spaces of the Living and the Dead. Somehow i just knew taking a geog module while not having an interest in it nor taking it as a subject was stupid. I was freaking sleepy =( but hey i finished the worksheet ok! Rawr!

Recess. I bought ice cream for A. I told B to help me hold. A tried to take the ice cream from B. Ice cream didn't like me. The cone broke. I cried. :'(

Ok i didn't cry lolz. But it pains my heart to pay for the damages since no one thinks its their fault. =.= Assembly was retarded. CCA verification or something. Dots lor. Bye bye. Parent glhf

New blog skiiins

2008-09-15T08:03:00.000-07:00

eeeek at least this one actually doesn't screw up my entire blog. =.= i'll try to find something that fits better sooner or later. thanks for being stupid. whoops. did i say stupid? i meant understanding.

new blog skins

2008-09-15T07:46:00.001-07:00

tolerate me while i try to change my blog skin
o.O

Eeek.

2008-09-15T05:55:00.000-07:00

Some stuff i forgot to do. Lets start with DD's asking me to do some weird questions. Hm... here goes.

1. The person who tagged me...
Hadi

2. Your relationship with him/her...
Great friend i can talk to when i feel sad. Means a lot to me >.<

3. Your 5 impressions of him/her...
Calm
Always there for you. or rather me. xD
Caring. For RIRC c005. I mean, still here with us isn't he. :D
Hard to understand... kinda mysterious... you never know if he's some angster at home! =D

4. The most memorable thing he/she has done for you...
Well it most certainly isn't something i'm going to tell YOU. people like you are stupid and lousy. RAWR! lol.

5. The most memorable thing he/she has said to you...
hm. said quite a few. i think one of them was "heck you parents." hm...

6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will...Say:
Holy shit. No way w0rx. I'm not inclined in that sort of way.

7. If he/she becomes your lover, one thing he/she will have to improve on will be...
It just isn't happening. Some people just like to assume huh. Well... i really can't think of anything for him to improve on =D seriously. he's kinda like the person i wanna be. somewhat a perfect guy to me. =D

8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will...
emo and die.

9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be...
can't think of anything. i betrayed his trust or something? o.O i know he won't do that to me though. phew. the thought of it is scary

10. You want to tell for now he/she is...
rock on.

11. Your overall impression of him/her is...
imba or inba. your choice. not much diff anyway.

12. How do you think people around you feel about you?
let's give the typical iced kid answer. i suck. whee!

13. The character you love about yourself is...
i suck. whee! ok jk jk i don't really like sucking.. lollipops (damn i gotta be more creative than this). ok anyway... i love me just the way i am. stupid, fat and retarded. oh right. and sacrificing myself for even stupider people. yup.

14. On the contrary, what you hate about yourself is...
can't get priorities right. work supposed to come first but it never does. and no i'm not totally addicted to DotA. Shutup!

15. The most ideal person you want to be is...
I think i said that before. =.= Or maybe i could stay as myself. I'm quite nice too! D:

16. For people who care for and like you, say something to them...
thanks. words can't really express my gratitude to u guys (no gals. haha.)

17. Pass this on to 10 people to see how they feel about you...
You really think i'm going to do this? Fat hope smart person who started this. LOL.

And so it ends. What a torment... NOT. (lousy imitation of Borat "NOT" jokes T.T)

today

2008-09-15T02:45:00.000-07:00

reached school at 6.50am. First lesson for me started at 11.30am. yes thank you i know i'm a retard. =D Mugged a little maths and read a little terry pratchett (dunno how to spell >.<). It was the last period that was a total disaster. I was going through the bio lesson halfway through and then i checked my phone. SMS from joel: You are supposed to be in 4A now! That explained why my name wasn't in the attendance list. To think i was going to approach the teacher AFTER class. Tsk tsk tsk. Stupid shao tong. Went down to 4A immediately. At least Mrs (or is it Ms?) Koh was nice enough not scold me for being late and for being a retard. :) Kai Tsi's grandma is moving house to Kembangan. Super cool. Next time can go there play Xbox 360 instead of going all the way down to queenstown. Woots.

Ladida

2008-09-14T02:39:00.000-07:00

Boo! Pretty mundane day. Its just that re project due today. No one remembers right? I bet u no one is going to help me. let me solo. thanks guys. if you are my friend please don't disturb me. =( lol i sound so emo. but seriously. shhhhh. i need to do work. >.<

Robin!!!

2008-09-13T05:34:00.001-07:00

I took a test which weng hong took o.O it looked like fun. Try it >.<

Your results:
You are Robin

Robin		72%
Spider-Man		50%
Hulk		50%
Superman		45%
Batman		35%
Wonder Woman		35%
Supergirl		30%
The Flash		15%
Green Lantern		15%
Catwoman		0%
Iron Man		0%

Young and acrobatic.
You don't mind stepping aside
to give someone else glory.

Click here to take the "Which Superhero am I?" quiz...

I kind of disagree with it.
Firstly, i'm not young D:
Secondly, i'm not acrobatic.
Thirdly, and frankly speaking, i like my neighbour's dog Frankie more than Robin =.=

I mean, i could be eaten by catwoman. or dogman. just the thought of it is scary. T_T help me!

Ok... enough rambling... headache =D so fun

just for the fun of it, i did the stupid thing all over again, this time by putting strongly agree for everything. the questions were same though. i wanted to find out what happens if i put no for everything and yes for "do you wear thongs?" D:

Your results:
You are Superman

Superman		100%
Spider-Man		100%
Supergirl		100%
Wonder Woman		100%
Hulk		100%
The Flash		100%
Green Lantern		100%
Catwoman		100%
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whee

2008-09-13T03:55:00.001-07:00

troll 22-4. the 4 deaths came before the next 22 kills. This shows you! Perserverance is important! Almost lost =D

power treads helm of dom buriza butterfly lothars. rhasta drow troll against treant, mirana, gondar and warlock. not bad considering they had two full team disables (which weren't used effectively) wahaha my rhasta inba pro lolz. drow not noob but still lolz treads lothar sny not that pro what... >.< better than me in some games =X

anyway great teamwork meant a great game. remember kiddies, dota is all about teamwork. u pro also not much use. need a pro team to support you to win. yeah!

pai seh ah. correction. only need pro team when enemy pro also. enemy noob go solo them get three triple kills. woo!

lets be optimistic

2008-09-11T08:49:00.001-07:00

After all, it isn't too hard is it? Just a few things I need to forget.

English Mock CCT. Untouched.
English Literature Genre Essay. Graded. 60% done.
Chinese Speech. Untouched.

All of them due tomorrow. Well I guess this is the crucial fact I desperately need to forget.

Oh right. And my maths assignment + homework. And my chinese worksheet. =D

Good luck to all in whatever they do.

What more shall come after today... xD i'm waiting eagerly in anticipation.

...

2008-09-11T06:04:00.003-07:00

failed history wooo! 8/20
failed maths pt wooo! 12/30

i feel like crying...

whee so much to do thats due tomorrow, shan't post more. updates tomorrow fwee!

Wakakakaka

2008-09-11T04:48:00.000-07:00

Posting from Joel's house now =D

Joel fails at cutting paper with a scissors. He can't even draw straight lines with a ruler loooooool.

a normal day

2008-09-10T05:45:00.000-07:00

I hate my parents. Some people are beyond salvation. Some people. I wonder who. Why the fuck do they care how late I sleep or how I feel? They are utterly retarded people who can't express themselves for shit. The only thing they can do is make me more pissed and stressed. For fuck's sake i get scolded for being sad. Like hell that would help me get better.

I don't hate miss cho. Please don't hate her, not really her fault i'm going to get zero for maths TA for a retarded reason.

I wan back my pocky sticks, which were all stolen by brandon. =.=

CLE poster due tomorrow. Kai Tsi isn't going to reach home until very late. Not as if he has A3 paper. I wonder who has to stay up. As usual, I reaaaaally wonder.

RE report due on Sunday. Haven't started. I don't think anyone is going to do any work unless I do work allocation properly and enforce it well.

CCA stuff due Sunday. Can't really say much. -.- i hate a certain teacher i wonder who. And i really really wonder if i... never mind.

Bao Ju doesn't want to come to school then I can't give him his farewell card and gift >.<

The only people who brightened up my day were Zhe Yi and Sheng Yang. And most recently Li Yu who make good joke. Is nice.

致命的な学校だ says:
maybe go and do math or sth...
致命的な学校だ says:
get yourself a drink
Myself says:
ok li yu u really got problems with giving advice XD
Myself says:
go do maths loooooooooool
致命的な学校だ says:
O.o
致命的な学校だ says:
u hurt my self esteem

Well at the very least I have friends. Thanks to all of you out there. You all mean a lot to mean. No, scrap that. You all mean everything to me.

accomplishment

2008-09-09T11:31:00.000-07:00

We did it! Finished the powerpoint slides and the script with everyone's help, so yeah, woo! =DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

All geared up for tomorrow. Only need go for two lessons. Need to go Catholic High to host some event. Yeah woo bring it on baby! Hooooooo!

bang bada bing bong wheeeeee!